I've built myself back up, from when I've been destroyed.
But right now?
I'm slowly falling apart,
Starting with my mind,
Slowly working it's way down to my heart.
You can tell the places where I've sewn myself back together,
Because those are my weakest points.
You can see the seams bulge,
You can almost hear the skin ripping.
I can't take this anymore,
I just can't.
So I'm coming out with a white flag waving.
I wish I could just step back,
Take a step back, and take a deep breath.
But it feels like someone's standing on my chest.
When I sit in silence, you can hear a pin drop.
Instead of it being a pin that hits the ground,
It's the sound of this heart cracking slowly.
Everything I ever had to give, I've given..
And now all that I'm left with, is this mess of pieces left at my feet.
I'm losing my mind,
I've already lost my heart.
I'm so lost right now...
I almost feel like I'm trapped in the center of the ocean,
Clinging to a piece of drift wood,
Sharks circling just ten feet below me.
Laying in wait.
Waiting for the perfect time to attack.
God help me,
Because I'm not coming back alive...
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