Friday, May 14, 2010

My Mistress, with Anxiety Issues...

If I taste your sin...
..Will you show me how to consume souls?
Can you desensitize me enough, to be able to stare into someones eyes...
Capture their heart,
And then destroy them?
Because I would love to learn.
So I can be just like you.
Do you stare into their eyes, as they struggle and plea?
I bet you smile, as you inhale their last breath.
Don't you?
What's it like...
To watch someone seize?
To suffer, sweat, choke, cry?
Does it feel good, mistress?
Do you only destroy, because you've been destroyed before?
Or, is there some underlying issue?
Honestly, though.
I think you enjoy the thrill of the hunt,
More than the pleasure of the kill.
Now.... I understand why you take so many pills, to cope, to sleep...
Oh, baby.
How I pray that you never wake up.

Big City Dreams, Small Town Suicide.

She kissed him goodbye, and headed off to the big city.
At least, that's what her friends, family, and boyfriend thought.
As soon as she got in, and started her car, she couldn't fit the tears anymore.
Because she know where she was going.
And what she was about to do.
When she said goodbye, it was the last time they'd ever see her again.
The night before, while she was home alone...
She snuck into her fathers room, and took one of his shotguns down to her car..
She only took one shell.
Nobody knows her intentions, but she knows that she won't be returning.
She's arrived at her destination, a forest an hour away from her home...
As she opened the trunk to remove the gun, she also took out her photographs.
She took thirteen steps, to a specific spot she chose.
Her tears are flowing freely, as she tucks the gun under her chin.
Methodically, she goes over her photos, kissing each one of them goodbye...
Once she got to the last one, she smiled, and as she leaned in to ki---

Nobody will ever know why.
But may she rest in paradise...
Goodbye, angel.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Classified - Breaking Up.

[Intro: Sample with Female Singer]
How can I give you, what you're asking for?
Oh baby
When the feeling is gone (when the feeling is gone)

[Verse 1: Classified]
It's been a while since we last conversated, still can't believe we never made it
Lookin back at the way it was, high school love, both of us embraced it
Let me take it back a bit, to the place where the whole story starts
Before we ever had a clue or even knew, how hard relationships are
We was in the same class and I, use to try to make her laugh, then I
Tried to take it farther then a friend, but she just a little hesistant
It took longer then I thought, yeah I'll admit it, but I stayed patient
Was a lot like the music game, never had the skills but I had the motivation
Then in Grade 12, hooked up, became officially involved
I got the lady I've been waitin on, you could say the the mystery is solved
I graduated that year but never left, stayed another one
Told my parents I was upgradin, really I was waitin for you to be done
After that, moved to the big city, got a small place together
Slept, lived, drank, ate together, but it made it hard for us to stay together
Life is oh so unexpected, shouldn't have, the good and bad
Now I'm lookin back at it all, these are problems a man and woman have

[Chorus: Chad Hatcher (Kaleigh Cole) - w/ ad libs]
She says that I should leave, she says I should go
She don't understand, all I've been waitin for is everything {is everything}
For something {for something}, to change {change}

(But I think that I should stay, things could be the same
It's just me and you, with no one to blame
But you don't see {but you don't see}
It's only me {it's only me}, that would change) {changeee}

How can I give you, what you're asking for, ohhhh baby
When that feeling is gone

[Verse 2: Classified]
So after about a year or so, a lot of bickerin and fightin came
Everything we had together, fell apart slow, never seemed worth the pain
More hatin then there was lovin, both arguin about nothin
Neither one of apologize, I guess the two of us were too stubborn
Still lived together though, though decided maybe we should take a break
I never really wanted that, I just wanted change, that was my mistake
I never thought we would break up, never thought I'd find another like her
But I was still thinkin we'd get back together and these loose ends would become tighter
But no way, no luck, threw the towel in, we broke up
I moved out, choked up, depressed every day I woke up
Found out she had another man and this is when it really hit home
Fuck I lost everything I had and I ain't the type who likes to be alone
Now I'm tryin to move along and I felt it difficult to stay strong
But dark days always brighten up, if the fight in ya keeps movin on
A couple months after all of this, I bumped into another girl I knew
Had a couple dates in high school, a type of girl you don't forget, simply beautiful
We talked for a little bit, we took some time out and reminisced
And I forgot about my dark days, she taught me heartbreak can lead to happiness
When I was down and had no faith, she showed me everything is okay
My soul mate, I never would of thought a break up could end so great

[Chorus: w/ ad libs]

[Outro: Sample with Female Singer]
How can I give you, what you're asking for?
Oh, let's go our separate ways, oh baby

Monday, May 10, 2010

Emmure - I Thought You Met Telly & Turned Me Into Casper

I'm probably the worst fuck you ever had
I apologize the best I can
How could you not understand?
That you shut me out when you let him in

(I want you cumming inside me)

Oh god
Oh my god this can't be happening

Why me?
Oh why me?

Tell me was he worth it?

I just want you to know
That you're the reason I got tested
And because of you I'm at the clinic hoping, praying

Please God
Let me be negative
7 years bad luck
A never ending gift
From the filth you fucked

(I want you cumming inside me)

Why? Why me?

song/video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r93CoC1N_SA

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It's ironic how well a song can fit a person, isn't it? Was it worth it?