"I saw your face... (and relapsed.)"

Can you see what I'm hiding?

What I'm hiding behind these eyelids?

I'm covering the scars.

The regrets,

The resent.

I've been holding back for so many years.

I don't think I know how to let go.

For awhile, I thought I was making progress.

Until I saw your face.

And I relapsed.

But it wasn't in person.

It was in a dream.

It's not like that matters though.

I'm shaking inside.

Shaken to the core.

But you'd never know.
Unless I decided to tell you.

But you know me,

Better than I know myself.

And you know I won't talk.

And I'm sorry for that.

Two nights ago,

I saw your face again.

It was the same dream as before.

You stand in the spot-light.

....The street light.

The reflection of light, is almost angelic.

If you can help me smile,

I'll help you get your wings.

Can we fly away tonight?

Just you and I?

.....I love you, angel.